Isaak's Eyes are not Smiling Today

Yesterday, we received tough news regarding Isaak. His left eye has sustained damage that likely means he will have little or no central vision in that eye. With a little luck, he will have peripheral vision but that depends on how development occurs and whether the damage progresses.

Last week, his weekly eye exam revealed a fold in the retina of the left eye. This was new, and the doctor in Raleigh immediately scheduled a visit to the Duke Eye Center. We had that visit yesterday and the doctor indicated that the fold went from the outer edge of the retina into the macula. The fold is essentially a ridge of blood vessels and scar tissue that have pulled the retina up.

The macula is critical to central vision (you may be familiar with the condition of macular degeneration). It appears there really is nothing they can do to guarantee improved vision in the eye without putting the overall health of the eye at even greater risk. You also have to take into account the risk of 2+ hours under anesthesia for any potential procedure given his relatively delicate state and young age. If his right eye was also in equally bad shape, they might recommend taking the risks involved to try and salvage more vision.

His left eye has been more problematic from the beginning, and he experienced a large hemorrhage a couple of months ago. It's not unlikely that whatever caused the hemorrhage event led to this situation.

The right eye is doing reasonably well. However, he still shows signs of Stage 3 RoP, and that is concerning at this late age. To that end, they have scheduled a detailed eye exam under anesthesia with likely laser ablation surgery. It's also quite possible they will perform laser surgery on the left eye to help reduce the likelihood of total vision loss. This is scheduled for Wednesday (10/13). Time under anesthesia is pretty short for these procedures (vs. full-on surgery).

Yep, that's tomorrow. Life moves fast when you have preemies.

We cannot lie: This sucks.

Isaak has some of the biggest, most soulful eyes we've seen this side of Ollie and he's been through so much already. It is terrible that this is happening to him on top of everything else. Unfortunately, he seems to be following the path that many boy preemies take: That of most difficulty.